Still learning, today (unfinished)

I'm still learning to let you go

I'm still learning how to convince my heart to stop beating for you
I'm still learning how to tell my soul you're not it's other half
I'm still learning how to tell my mind to stop thinking of you
I'm still learning how to tell my energy to stop feeling you deep within me
I'm still learning how to sing without you inspiring every word, every note

But today you are my valentine
Today I still love you
Today I still wish you were the one
Today I still miss the soft touch of your lips against mine
Today I still feel the tight grip of your thighs

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~01/31/2022.